Post by mommadee48 on Dec 24, 2022 10:34:51 GMT -5
I want to thank each and every one of you for reading this and everything else you've read throughout this year "2022", thank you.
This has been a hard year for me as you. I understand.
We all may not have lost everything, and yet some of us have. (In my Spirit I am saddened for that.0 But if you can trust Jehovah God, HE will heal you and yours and even though we don't understand His ways, He will give us something much better that what we expect.
How?
Don't know, but somehow someway HE manages to do so.
Finally, for me, I am free from the guilt that I have carried since I was 5- and believe me what a difference it made in my life.
I will be 75 in March, and I did plan to go to my grave with the secret, however God had other plans, HE had me tell someone that He trusted, and HE encouraged me by letting me know that I could trust this person also, and so I told the whole "nine yards" of what I have been hiding all these years.
I didn't think at all about making Satan happy by keeping the secret.
He has beat me up on so many occasions, you'd think being a Child of God, I would have known better. I didn't catch the clue. Just because we have a wonderful life walking with The Father, which is in heaven, doesn't mean we learned to recognize where our troubles come from. I was more concerned about my embarrassment than I was not thinking about what foolishness I was doing.
I've learned when we totally except Jesus His son as our Savior and get baptized with the water and the Holy Spirit, we should have clear vision.
NO, it doesn't work that way, as I learned the hard way.
Jehovah God starts very, very slowly removing the stench out of our hearts.
I used to fake the walk of a Christian, and not realizing it that I was being deceived by believing that no one knew.
OH YEAH!
It's like smoking. (I started at the age of 6th', and I smoked for approximately 25-30yers on and off). I would spray cologne all over me before church thinking no one would notice. HA, HA, HA.
How stupid I was. That darn devil, trick me up so many times in so many ways, I just can't name all of them, because there's not enough time in the entire world to say it all.
Finally, for the first time in my life, I know what freedom in Christ is. I have it, I love it, and never ever want to let go of it ever!
I hope this time in your life" if you haven't", do consider pray to God to send someone He trusts (Not YOU), in your life to be a friend for life and both will learn together, what life is all about according to the WORD.
No joke!
Just because we can't see the wind and where it comes from or where it goes, it doesn't mean it don't exist.
Will, that's the same way God is. We don't see Him ither, but we do know he's alive and will, just like His son Jesus.
With the ending of this lesson learning year of woe's and Yeah's, [FORGIVE], God, yourself, and others I guess, and be blessed and a blessing regardless of what life brings us. Remember, God has never ever forgotten you, [but you may have forgotten Him]and He loves you. When you hurt, He hurts. Remember he was a man, and He is God Jehovah.
HE does understand you, better than you understanding you.
I pray for God's perfect Peace over all of you, for God's wisdom to fill you, for discernment, and understanding. I pray for the Faith you do carry will always be enough and that you will see it is enough to move mountains. You just must believe!!!
I also pray everyone will have a much "Better" new year to come in "2023".
I hope you all can feel my love that I am sending you. God Bless, dee.
This has been a hard year for me as you. I understand.
We all may not have lost everything, and yet some of us have. (In my Spirit I am saddened for that.0 But if you can trust Jehovah God, HE will heal you and yours and even though we don't understand His ways, He will give us something much better that what we expect.
How?
Don't know, but somehow someway HE manages to do so.
Finally, for me, I am free from the guilt that I have carried since I was 5- and believe me what a difference it made in my life.
I will be 75 in March, and I did plan to go to my grave with the secret, however God had other plans, HE had me tell someone that He trusted, and HE encouraged me by letting me know that I could trust this person also, and so I told the whole "nine yards" of what I have been hiding all these years.
I didn't think at all about making Satan happy by keeping the secret.
He has beat me up on so many occasions, you'd think being a Child of God, I would have known better. I didn't catch the clue. Just because we have a wonderful life walking with The Father, which is in heaven, doesn't mean we learned to recognize where our troubles come from. I was more concerned about my embarrassment than I was not thinking about what foolishness I was doing.
I've learned when we totally except Jesus His son as our Savior and get baptized with the water and the Holy Spirit, we should have clear vision.
NO, it doesn't work that way, as I learned the hard way.
Jehovah God starts very, very slowly removing the stench out of our hearts.
I used to fake the walk of a Christian, and not realizing it that I was being deceived by believing that no one knew.
OH YEAH!
It's like smoking. (I started at the age of 6th', and I smoked for approximately 25-30yers on and off). I would spray cologne all over me before church thinking no one would notice. HA, HA, HA.
How stupid I was. That darn devil, trick me up so many times in so many ways, I just can't name all of them, because there's not enough time in the entire world to say it all.
Finally, for the first time in my life, I know what freedom in Christ is. I have it, I love it, and never ever want to let go of it ever!
I hope this time in your life" if you haven't", do consider pray to God to send someone He trusts (Not YOU), in your life to be a friend for life and both will learn together, what life is all about according to the WORD.
No joke!
Just because we can't see the wind and where it comes from or where it goes, it doesn't mean it don't exist.
Will, that's the same way God is. We don't see Him ither, but we do know he's alive and will, just like His son Jesus.
With the ending of this lesson learning year of woe's and Yeah's, [FORGIVE], God, yourself, and others I guess, and be blessed and a blessing regardless of what life brings us. Remember, God has never ever forgotten you, [but you may have forgotten Him]and He loves you. When you hurt, He hurts. Remember he was a man, and He is God Jehovah.
HE does understand you, better than you understanding you.
I pray for God's perfect Peace over all of you, for God's wisdom to fill you, for discernment, and understanding. I pray for the Faith you do carry will always be enough and that you will see it is enough to move mountains. You just must believe!!!
I also pray everyone will have a much "Better" new year to come in "2023".
I hope you all can feel my love that I am sending you. God Bless, dee.